"Stupid tramp I'm going to kill her in her sleep." I mumbled an walked back over to the bed and flopped down.
"She seems like a bitch," Jussi said.
"She hates me, because I took all the spotlight from her as a kid."
"How could you do that?" Ville asked curiously.
"She's the perfect little daughter. She wore skirts and has had the boyfriends. I found 'Black Sabbath' well I changed and mum and dad didn't like that so they hate me now. I hate her cause she is such a bitch."
"You seem complex and she seems shallow." Mige said.
"She is. If I had a boyfriends she would have tried to get in his pants in a heart beat, because of the way I look and how I act I don't have one. Hey Linde you have water bottle?"
He nodded.
"Why do you need one?" Jussi asked.
"She's going to gain like thirty pounds in two days."
"Um,"
"She's under weight and I talked to the school nurse back in London. She gave me a pill that dissolves in water and it has a weight gaining solution."
(its true there is a pill that does that. My nurse recommended it for a friend because she couldn't gain weight. Anorexic than vegan never works.)
They began to laugh,
I flopped back ward to where my head hit the pillow.
There was a knock on the door.
"Ashley your father is on the phone." Kija called.
I jumped off the bed and opened the door to see her standing with a very scared look on her face.
She quickly handed it to me and scurried off.
"Hello?" I asked knowing I would be in trouble.
"What the bloody hell do you think your doing calling your sister a tramp?" My Father yelled.
"Well she is! That's how she got here!"
"No, she got her because she earned it. You got here by doing nothing." He yelled.
"I did not. I got here by working my bloody ass off. No thanks to you."
"Don't you dare take that tone with me Ashley Ann Kija Evens!" he yelled.
"I am eighteen years old in three days you can take my tone and shove it up your stuck up fat arse!"
"In three days your eighteen, well I guess when you turn eighteen consider yourself kicked out. Your stuff is going in the attic until you get back. The you're out of my house you little tramp!"
"That's what you think. I am moving out of Finland or some other country. I hate London!"
"You ungrateful little whore."
"Good bye Daddy and good riddance." I yelled and hung up.
I had tears falling down my eyes. I thought I wouldn't cry or be upset when I moved out. But to be called a tramp by your own father. That's bad.
"Wow," Mige mumbled.
"You heard all of that?" I asked.
"Yeah. He called you a tramp?"
"Yeah."
I felt a pair of arms encircle me. They were pale and very skinny.
"Linde, you're usually shy around new people, but you seem to like this one. You only met like an hour ago." Ville exclaimed.
"She needs a friend leave me alone." He snapped.
There was banging on the door.
Jussi opened it. There stood Kat with a smug look on her face.
"Did he kick you out?" she asked.
"You bitch. You got me kicked out of that house! I may have been moving out, but to have him kick me out call me a tramp , and whore?" I yelled.
"Maybe,"
I started to struggle against Linde's grip.
"You're a heartless bitch. You know that?" Ville said.
"I may be heartless but I get what I want when ever I want. Oh and Ashes show them your scars from when Daddy called you worthless."
"Don't you ever call me Ashes or Ash again. Its Ashley Ann to you now!"
"I think you should leave." Mige said.
"Let me go now." I hissed at Linde.
He immediately let me go.
"You have put me in the shadow for the finale time you stupid cold hearted BITCH!" I yelled and began to run at her. She spun on her heal and began to run down the steps.
We ran past Kija and Jaska looking rather confused.
"You bitch get back here!."
She turned around and began to yell.
"I'm not the bitch or tramp. you're just jealous that I got all the attention. That I'm the better daughter the on that everyone likes. You are the freak the bitch the whore the tramp. Go burn in hell!"
I tackled her to the ground .
We were wrestling along the sidewalk.
I heard the doors along the street slam shut.
I was on top and punched her in the face.
I was pulled off by the same arms that comforted me just moments before.
Kats eye was black and her nose was bloody.
I saw Kija run out.
"I'm kicking you out of my house, Katherine." She said.
"What? She's that hit me!"
"Guys did you see Ash hit her?" she asked with a knowing smirk.
They shook their heads.
"What."
"Its six peoples word against yours. And the first rule was if you fight you get sent back to your country. So good bye. You can get your stuff, and head back to the airport. I will get you a flight back to London tonight."
Kat was pissed.
She pushed me aside and walked back into the house.
I smiled at Kija.
"I told you I didn't like her." She smiled and walked back into the house to write a letter for Kat to give Linda and Charles, my mum and dad.
"You sure can throw a mean punch." Jussi said.
"Well I have too. I get into enough fights at school. All self defense except when they're against Kat. Pure wanting me to beat the shit out of her."
"Do you want to take a walk around Helsinki?" Mige asked.
"I would like that,"
I looked at Linde he looked kind of happy?
I don't know what's going through his head, but it looked like he enjoyed it.
"Guys I have to get back and see my family. Jyrki, my brother Jyrki, wanted to talk me about some family shit. It was nice to meet you Ashes."
"Nice to meet you too, Jussi."
He stalked off and went around the corner out of sight.
"Hey Linde I'm going to head back home I still have a bit of work to do with 'Aurora'" Ville said.
"Well I'll see you later then. See you at school not going to skip again are you?"
"Not Monday. You know that a bunch of people are going to be all over her." He laughed his choppy laugh.
"Yeah. Tell your mom and dad I said hi."
"Later Linde." He gave Linde a quick FRIENDLY kiss on the lips and walked off.
"Hey, Lily when does your mom head out on Finnair?" Mige asked.
"Leaves in four hours. She wanted to meet Ashley and Kat, but now she's probably leaving early to get Katrina a ticket to London."
"Your mum works for Finnair?" I asked.
"Yeah she's not home that much. Dad works late at the shop. SO I don't see them much."
"I don't see mine much either, but when I do its bad."
"Well lets get the tour of Helsinki." Mige said laughing.
"Where do you want to go?" He asked.
"Where ever you recommend."
I had noticed Mige and Ville were the loud out going ones while Linde sat in the back and watched his friends.
I grabbed his hands and drug him along walking behind Mige.
We were walking in around Helsinki when Mige pointed out a few places such as Tavastia and a few others.
We were walking by a park Linde and I falling behind Mige. A girl with dirty blonde hair came running up to Linde and Mige.
"Lilac!" They yelled and hugged her.
Just after her came a man with bright blue eyes and shiny black hair came running up behind her.
It was Jyrki 69.
"Hey Mige, Linde, girl I have never met." He said.
"Jyrki," the boys said.
"How are you guys. I haven't seen you in ages!" the girl known as Lilac exclaimed.
"Um we've been good, and Linde has a foreign exchange student, was students, in his house and this is her." Mige said stepping aside.
"HI!" she yelled and held out her hand.
"Hullo," I said quietly shaking her hand.
"Where are you from?" Jyrki asked. "By the way I'm.."
"Jyrki 69, and I'm from London England."
"You should have seen her earlier. She beat the shit out of her twin, we sent her packing to London." Mige yelled.
Linde and I stood back as Lilac bounced off the walls.
"That's Vivian Lilac Linnankivi, Jyrki's cousin."
"That's nice to know for future references."
Linde and I talked amongst ourselves until Lilac bounced in front of us.
"We're heading back to your place. Lily's dad is fixing our favorite!" She grabbed both of our hands and ran back to the house with Jyrki and Mige fallowing behind us.

We pulled up in front of a one story house. In front of it stood two boys. Both with brown hair one with green eyes and slightly chubby.
Linde rushed out of the car and up to the two boys.
I quickly glanced at Kat she had a small smirk on her face.
I sighed and walked to the back when I over heard what the boys were saying.
"Why don't you help her?" one of them asked.
"She said she can do it herself."
I grabbed one of Kats bags as she walked by and up to the boys.
I dropped her bag on my foot. "Shit!" I yelled.
They immediately looked at me.
"Are you sure you don't need help Ashes?" Linde yelled.
"No. I can do it, but Kat can get her lazy ass over and help me."
She rolled her eyes and walked back over to me.
She grabbed the bag off the ground and her small backpack, and walked back over to them.
I stuck my tongue out and grabbed the rest. I told her to pack light, probably shoes.
I successfully grabbed them all as I walked to the door.
"Kat could you get the door, and close the van doors?"
"You can do it." She said.

Linde/ Ville/ & Mige.

"That's Ashley Ann, the one getting the stuff out of the back, and the one walking to us is her twin Katrina."
"Why don't you help her?" Ville asked
"She doesn't want it."
Kat walked up to us.
"Hi. I'm Katrina Evens." She said holding out her hand.
"Ville, and Mikko, but call him Mige." Ville stated.
Just then she screamed "Shit!"
We all turned around.
"Are you sure you don't need help Ashes?" I called.
"No. I can do it, but Kat can get her lazy ass over here and help me!" she yelled.
Katrina rolled her eyes and walked over to her.
"I don't like that Katrina girl. She's pretty, but seems bitchy." Mige said.
I told them about when I first met them, but quickly. Kat came back with a small bag and a backpack. I looked over to Ashes. She had a huge amount. She struck her tongue out at Kat and walked to the door.
"Kat could you get the door, and close the van doors?"
"You can do it." She said.
"Katrina Ann Evens get you fucking ass over here and open the damned door!"
"You seem to be able to talk, but you cant open the door?"
I looked at Ville and Mige.
Mige went to close the van door, and Ville and I grabbed some of the bags, and pushed the door open.
"Thank you so much," Ashley Ann said.
"What's your name love?" Ville asked.
"Ashley And, but you can call me Ashley or Ashes."
"I'm Ville and that's Mikko, but call him Mige."
"Nice to meet you."
Kat came rushing in and plowed Ashley to the ground.
"What the fuck?" Ashley whispered.
"There are people outside in leather and have really weird hair." She said quickly.
"Jussi," Ville Mige and I stated.


Ashley's
Just then a man a few years older than myself walked in.
"Jussi," the boys yelled and ran over to them.
I couldn't believe it. Jussi 69 from the 69 Eyes. ( don't know when Jussi came into the band, but I think it was about 17 I don't remember. So that's what he will be. And I don't know if he knew Ville and the boys in '93 [I was just born I don't know those things], but he does in NOW)
Kat stood up and dragged me with her.
"Oh my god Jussi 69 I whispered."
"You know him?" she yelled.
They looked at her like she was crazy
"Drummer for one of my favorite bands."
He smiled,
"I'm Ashley Ann, but every one calls me Ashley or Ashes, and this is my sister Katrina." I said offering my hand.
He took it and kissed my knuckles.
Kat stood behind me.
"Jussi!" Kija yelled running over to him.
"Hey Kija." He said hugging her.
"Oh dear, Ashley let me show you and Katrina to your rooms."
"Thank you, Kija."

She grabbed two bags and Kat and I grabbed some (by Kat I and I, I mean me), and led us down a hall with pictures of Linde growing up and his friends.
She opened a door that had white walls and a bed, with iron frame and a bay window with a seat underneath.
"Katrina this is your room. Ashley yours is up in the attic." She said winking at me.
I threw Kats luggage in her room, and grabbed mine, and fallowed Kija up a set of stairs, and past a room. "That's Mikko's room, and your room I think you'll like. I use it for his friends, but I think you'll like it."
She opened the door. The walls were a deep blue almost black, there was a black iron frame bed, a black desk, a lamp on that desk, and a bay window with black curtains with a seat.
"Oh my God its so freaking awesome."
"I thought you would like it, I know Katrina wouldn't."
"You don't like her do you?"
"No. Do you speak Finnish?"
"Of course. Six years of waiting I'm going t learn 10 word. "Whore, Slut, Bitch, Shit, Damnit, Fuck, Fucker, damn, mother, and help" and three phrases: Oh shit, you whore, and leave me the fuck alone bitch."
She bent over laughing.
"Did you learn them?"
"Two days."
"Wow, you'll get along with Mikko, Ville and Mige."
"I will, but Kat will be odd girl out in this place."
"I agree, well I'll let you get unpacking. I'll send the boys up. They seem to not like your sister as well."
"Go right ahead. Kat will probably be listening to her radio or something."
She nodded and I stuffed a dresser full of clothes in five minutes.
The guys came in.
"We've only been away five minutes and you stuffed the dresser that fast?" Ville asked.
"I have to be this fast. I used to have to get a different locker in Gym once a months. People would steal my clothes, and I just kind of began to do it at home too."
I shoved my two suitcases under my bed. And sat down.
Mikko sat at my desk, Ville, Mige and Jussi on the floor.
I heard a small melody of music from down stairs.
"I swear if that's the backstreet boys I'm smashing her radio." I said aloud.
They nodded in agreement. I opened the door and sure enough it was the sound of NSYNC.
"She's dead. I told her to [lay that quietly. I'm putting weight gain medication in her water."
I turned back into the room to see them staring at me.
"What. It's what she gets since she weighs 110 lb. I mean come on we both together haven't weighed that much since seventh year. Anorexic whore." I mumbled and went back to the bed.
"You don't like her do you?" Jussi asked.
"I love her yes, but like her hell no. She has put me in shadow after shadow, because she sleeps with important people, principal, that's how she go here, and teachers to pass. If you ask me stupid slut."
They began to laugh.
I heard a knock on my door.
"Ashley Ann open the door please!" Kat yelled.
"Hell no. Go back and listen to your little boy bands you bloody wanker." I yelled.
"Open the door or dad will fond out about your Ozzfest last month."
I paled and quickly opened the door.
"You wouldn't."
"Oh I would."
"I hate you.
"Love you too Ash." She said and waltzed in and looked around. "I knew you were a whore." She said in Italian.
"Where did you get that." I responded back in Italian.
"You're in a room full of men 2 of older age."
"you slept with the principal to get here."
"So. Daddy isn't going to believe you."
"I'm not going back. I plan to live some where else. So you can your whore ass out of here now before I toss you down the stairs."
"Go ahead."
I was about to lunge for her when some one held me back.
Mige pushed Kat out the room.
I turned to the person holding me.
It was Jussi.

I stepped off of the plane and went to find baggage claim.
I had just entered Helsinki for the first time. I was in the foreign exchange program for London.
My twin sister was right behind me in her short mini skirt and tight shirt. And me in my Tripp pants and black 'Black Sabbath' shirt.
I mean I worked my way here. I got three jobs, passed all of my classes with difficulties, and paid mum and dad the money for me to go.
She on the other hand slept with the principal and asked 'daddy' to come.
See who is the third wheel?
I mean our parents are rich! Like millionaire rich! And they can't afford for me to go?
See they don't like me because I don't live up to their expectations of what a daughter should be. Like wearing skirts and shirts that show off my cleavage.
When I found out you had to be in secondary school and be in twelfth grade to be in the exchange program I jumped at it working once I turned 14 and keeping my grades up. I am now 17 and will be eighteen in three months and will be finishing my twelfth year in Finland, but no.
My sister slept her way her just to over shadow me or get me kicked out of Finland for trying to kill her.
She pushed me out of the way to grab her pink suitcase taking the time to bend down and have the guy next to me check out her ass.
I grabbed my luggage and went further into the terminal, and began to look for the sign that said Ashley Anne and Katrina Evens.
I found the sign with no help from Kat.
There stood 3 blondes. An older female, younger male with straight blonde hair , and an older male with short blonde hair.
Their sign held 'Katrina and Ashley Ann Evens'
I grabbed Kat's hand and drug her to the people with the sign.
"We're the Evens sisters," I stated softly.
They looked at us, and the older women hugged me and Kat.
"Which one of you is Ashley Ann and which one is Katrina?"
"I'm Ashley Ann, but please call me Ashley or Ashes."
"Okay then," She looked at Katrina with a look a disgust upon her face as she hugged us again. "This is my husband Jaska and my son Mikko, but he has a tone of nicknames. Please call me Kija and call Jaska well Jaska."
Mr. Lindstrom shook mine and Kats hands, and Mikko smiled and lightly shook both of our hands.
"Will you please excuse me and my sister for a moment?" I asked.
"Go right ahead dear, I'll have Mikko get your bags." Kija said.
"Oh please I can get them on my own."
"As well as your sisters?"
"Yes she will." Kat said for me,
"No I will not. You can get them yourself you lazy ass." I stated grabbing her hand and pulling her away from the group.
"What the hell was that all about Ashley Ann?"
"Listen to me. I paid my way here, I'm the one that passed my classes by doing my work and I'm the one that paid the expenses to mum and dad to get here. You slept with the principal, and stole my homework and copied it. So you will treat me with respect. And you will treat the family with respect also."
"Listen to me Ashley Ann. You need to back off. You did not earn your way here. All you had to do is ask Mum and dad and they would have let you go."
"Do you not think I tried that? I asked back in primary school, when I found out about this. You just found out about it six months ago when Mum brought it up! And you took the chance to outshine me here. I got here on my own way and permission from Mum, Dad and the school. And I have the receipts to prove it."
She scowled and walked to her bags and picked them up.
I shook my head. Why did she have to outshine me all the time? I men why did I have to get the short end of the stick?
Kija lead us out of the terminal me falling behind with Mikko,
He seemed the quiet type. The one to write poetry, the one to sing in the moon light, and the one to hold a crush and be the ones life.
He had eyes that I swore saw into my soul.
He had straight blonde hair, pale skin and a nose ring. He had a slow pace to his stride.
His fingers were long and nimble and callused, he had hands of a guitar player.
We walked out of the main terminal and into the parking lot.
"You lot wait here as Jaska and I go get the van." Kija said.
There was a light sleet coming out of the sky as we waited. I heard Kat start to cuss under her breath.
"Kat didn't you pack a jacket with a hood?" I asked her. I knew she didn't therefore her needing to take mine.
"I don't need a jacket I'm fine, bloody moron." She snapped.
I rolled my eyes. 'Please let her get a cold. Please let her get pneumonia.' I thought.
I know bad thoughts to wish upon a family member, but this way she could go home. She's allergic to penicillin so she had to go to her doctor back in London.
She kept cursing as the tome went by.
"Damn you shut the hell up and take my jacket." I took my black coat off and threw it at her.
She smiled and put it on.
"I hate you," I mumbled walking away from her.
"Does she always do that?" a deep male voice said. I turned to see Mikko.
"Oh hey Mikko. Yeah she does. God, I hate it."
"Please don't call me Mikko. Call me Linde. And it seems like you do from the way you act around her. I would have killed her by now. School should put her in her place in 2 weeks."
"Oh please I would love for some shy kid yell at her and tell her to shut the hell up. She never stops whining. You see what happened just then. That's what she wanted."
"Yeah. Ville's brother does the same thing."
"Ville?" I asked.
"Yeah. He's my best friends. Just a few months younger than me."
"I'm two minutes younger than her. And I don't have any friends back at my school."
"Why not. It seems you would get along better with every one than she would."
"The way you dress. In Led Zeppelin, and jeans. That's what a freak is in London. What she's wearing right now is what every one is wearing. I'm considered a freak."
"Well she will be the freak around here. What she's wearing is what we consider a freak."
I smiled at him.
His mom and dad pulled in front of us with a van.
He offered to put our bags in the back.
"No thank you Linde. I can put them there." I smiled.
"Who's Linde?" Katrina asked.
Mikko raised his hand.
She looked out the window.
I rolled my eyes and grabbed mine and her bags.
I had a strong feeling she was going to go home sooner than she expected.
I placed he luggage carefully in the back knowing she brought something breakable 'Dad' bought her.
I got back in the car thinking about my new home.
I wasn't going back to London if it killed me.
I didn't want to go back. I had hated it there since I was little. I was just like my sister when we were younger. Parents loved us equally, but when I got older I discovered the Beatles. I loved that band. I found Black Sabbath next, then Poison, Twisted Mister, I went from Aerosmith to Motley Crue all the way to Led Zeppelin, and I found The 69 Eyes. I still love the Beatles to this day, well John Lennon anyway. He held so many thought and ideas about Peace Love and War he was an inspiration. I don't think I would have listened to them if Paul McCartney was the lead singer.
Well as I discovered all of those bands Katrina discovered 'NSYNC' and 'The Backstreet Boys' and other stupid Pop Stars that held no meaning. Well when I turned twelve I asked to go to a 'Poison' concert.
I was grounded for 2 weeks for that. The a 'Guns & Roses' concert, well after getting grounded for asking. I decided to take up a babysitting or nanny job. Got paid good money. All I had to do was pass for over a twelve year old. I did that perfectly.
Well I found out about the exchange program and asked if I could go. They stopped grounding me after a while. Never worked. So they said no I had to earn it. Well I did. I saved up enough to go and here I am six years later and about 3 Ozzfests and 40 concerts later. I had enough money to pay my parents the money for a plane ticket, and give the principal the okay. But 6 months ago over the whole thing Kat found out and wanted to go. She slept with the Principal, I have no proof, but I'm sure. She didn't have the grades unless she cheated off of me. And asked daddy to go.
Now here I am listening to Kija and Jaska talk about nothing, and Katrina try and talk with Linde.
You may think I hate my life and whine about it. That may sound it, but I love my life. I hate living in the shadow of Kat, but it made me tougher than she may have thought it would make me.

Foreign Love

Name
Ashley Ann Kija (kiya) Evens. (goes by just Ashley)
only with pink bangs ice blue roots and bloody red chunks every where.
Nose pierced and tongue pierced and ears pierced 8 times.
She is 17 and will be living in Finland for the rest of her last year with her fraternal twin sister.
She is a Goth Rocker punk chick. and love's Black Sabbath and other type of Rock metal and others.

Katrina Ann Evens

She is the exact OPPOSITE of Ashley Ann.
Wear mini skirts and other stuff. Hates her sister. Lives in her shadow, but standout because their parents think she is better because well she is daddy's little girl and does what ever she wants by sleeping with people.


Name: Vivian Lilac Linnankivi (Jyrki's cousin)Hair: Dirty blonde - Light brown with pale blue streaks Eyes: Pale crystal-ice blue Height: 5' 5.5" (5 feet, 5 1/2) Weight: 120 lbs Music: HIM, 69 eyes, CKY, Misfits, Classic rock, Metal, Goth and some country Movies: Horror, comedy, sci-fi, loves movies with knights Shoe Size: 7 1/2 Figure: Skinny, flexible, but has curves Birthday/Age: June 21st, 26 Books: Loves King Arthur, Merlin, Magic, Vampires, Knights.... Favorite poet is Edgar Allen Poe...